I Don’t Want to Be Safe Anymore , I Want to Be Real.

I am no longer the same.
My life, it’s no longer the same…

We are no longer the same people we were even a year ago.
As we untangle from the roots, the most natural thing is to stretch toward the sky,
Closer to our higher selves, aligned with our soul’s purpose…

Everything slips through your fingers eventually…
That’s just how life works.
We’re only temporary passengers here on this earth.

I used to be terrified of this.
Losing things.
Losing people.
the fear of it had me by the throat.
I just wanted something to stay
Something I could count on
Something that wouldn’t leave.

I get it now
That part of me was so soft, so scared
She still shows up sometimes.

I let her.
She just doesn’t run the show anymore

I searched for safety and love in someone else’s eyes, or in things I create…
Forgetting that everything I ever needed was already within me.
I didn’t even know how good it could get…

How free.
How full.
How me.

But step by step, gently, not all at once, it’s unfolding…
Change is not the enemy.
Change is the prayer being answered.

But sometimes we forget what we have prayed for,
We thought no one was listening,
Calling in shifts we didn’t fully understand.
We don’t see them coming,
And by the time we do,
They’ve already started tearing us apart and rebuilding us in ways we never expected.

And I’m no longer afraid so much…
I don’t look at it so sad, the changes and the death of things that have to die in my life,
I honour it with so much respect and love.

There is no longer loss… only trust.
Only the unfolding path of my purpose.
There’s a quiet certainty in my bones now that didn’t exist before.

Safety? That was the lie they sold us.
You fall in,
And yeah, there’s risk.

Risk of losing.
Of breaking.
Of becoming someone you don’t recognize…

And that’s part of today’s changes.
A part of a bigger vision.

Maybe that’s the next chapter for all of us
Learning to trust the unknown.
To let the mystery unfold,
Even when we can’t control it,
Even when we can’t predict it.

But we can feel it
And that’s enough

That’s all I can say for now
But trust me, the story is just beginning.

Sending you moonlight & Truth🌙🌔

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